yihiy! :)

so i am off to home tomorrow! yihiy! :)

flight sked is at 3pm. sana smooth lng yung flight. no turbulence and all that scary stuff. hehe...
i am still so freakin' scared of riding airplanes. haha! totoo!

i just hope my 10-day break from work and from the city life will bring me therapy. haha. i wanna leave those
not so good feelings behind me and start a rejuvenated life when i get back on nov6. haha. XD
...and by that i mean no more drama/emo moments. self-wallowing... haha. :)

this would be the first time that i'll be bringing a camera fone on the plane so i'm kinda thrilled to take pictures of the clouds and the skies. haha. please mother nature, have some mercy! cooperate... lol. hope i'll get a seat by the window. (crosses fingers...)

ok... plans huh!?

* i wanna go to bora with friends. wet myself with some island flavor! haha.
* i wanna drink with friends from high. hope i'd see most of them. gusto ko yung malasing-lasing tlga ako at sumusuka-suka pa! haha. yung mgd-drama drama tlga ako ng todo! hahaha!... kidding... :)
* i hope i'd find time to visit my lola. *sigh.
* actually, sleeping on my bed at home is a luxury i'm looking forward to. haha. malaki kase siya unlike the one i have here. plus i miss my room! ampf!
* more beach and kwentuhan moments with my childhood friends! strolling around the town, going to the park (yes, we do that! lol.) and the wharf. chilling... not to mention catching the latest gossips in town. haha.!
* tv! demmet!!! i wish i could watch decent shows! enjoy eating junk foods while glued to the couch watching my fave shows.

seriously, i'm sort of scared that i've set so much expectations for this vacation! i've anticipated it so much that it would really go through my nerves if things won't turn out the way i wished. haha.

and please... no problems greeting me when i step my feet at home. lol. XD

so there. guess i will be away from my virtual life for a week (that's nice! haha.)!

until i get back... and please, i wanna go "to the left" with beyonce on the 7th! haha.

ok... :)

i need my superhero

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i need some divine enlightenment

i need some divine enlightenment.

why do problems never cease to come?
it's one of those moments when things seem heavy to bear
and you question God's ways of showing you what life is.

sure people would say:

"Maybe He's up to changing some things in you..."

or...

"HE knows better..."

but in moments when you feel like crashing down,
when desperation leaves its bitter and lingering aftertaste,
it is but human to hint some degree of distrust
or at some point - rebellion.

Lord God, i know i don't have power over Your will.
i just pray that for whatever it's worth, i'd be able to see and appreciate its beauty in the long run.

PS: You know what i'm praying for as of the moment. so please...

Thanks,
Jebb

emo-ting for the nth time.

"there is nothing you can do that can change the way i feel about you"

was watching trailers this afternoon while waiting for the movie to start when i heard this one. this is from john cusack's newest. wala lang. emo na naman!i don't know if this holds true on me. 'cause you see... this "greatest fan" still kinda feel the same towards that someone he devotedly adores despite being ruthlessly neglected and whose presence mercilessly ignored. wala lang ulet. haha. do you guys know the feeling of wanting to hate somebody yet you end up loving them the more? that dismissing them and swearing to forget they even existed and came your way seems to be the biggest idiocy or foolness you'll be committing? *sigh.

the greatest fan of your life

So i finally took a stand
Goodbye to you.
Thanks though
You've opened my eyes to things that i didn't know even existed
AWAKENING as i call it
And for that you will always be special.
But i can't forever be merely watching your show
More so at the back seat
Just a dot among the multitude of people who adore you
Yet i tried my damn best hoping to be a part of it
But it seems it has enough characters already
That there is no room for even a single one anymore.
So i contented myself by being your greatest fan - whom unfortunately you didn't even bother to care about
But the longer it gets, the more hurt it brings
The more it kills me.
Still, i'd like to thank you for even the smallest things you've brought me - which i'm sure you're not aware of
The thrill (just to catch a mere glimpse of you), the ecstasy (just to hear a word from you)
Maybe just as how any fan would feel towards the one he adores
And maybe even LOVE
So before i go, i just would like to say a couple of things
THANK YOU. and I do LOVE YOU.