i need some divine enlightenment

i need some divine enlightenment.
why do problems never cease to come?
it's one of those moments when things seem heavy to bear
and you question God's ways of showing you what life is.
sure people would say:
"Maybe He's up to changing some things in you..."
or...
"HE knows better..."
but in moments when you feel like crashing down,
when desperation leaves its bitter and lingering aftertaste,
it is but human to hint some degree of distrust
or at some point - rebellion.
Lord God, i know i don't have power over Your will.
i just pray that for whatever it's worth, i'd be able to see and appreciate its beauty in the long run.
PS: You know what i'm praying for as of the moment. so please...
Thanks,
Jebb
why do problems never cease to come?
it's one of those moments when things seem heavy to bear
and you question God's ways of showing you what life is.
sure people would say:
"Maybe He's up to changing some things in you..."
or...
"HE knows better..."
but in moments when you feel like crashing down,
when desperation leaves its bitter and lingering aftertaste,
it is but human to hint some degree of distrust
or at some point - rebellion.
Lord God, i know i don't have power over Your will.
i just pray that for whatever it's worth, i'd be able to see and appreciate its beauty in the long run.
PS: You know what i'm praying for as of the moment. so please...
Thanks,
Jebb

1 Comments:
At those times it becomes clearer to me that people imagine god differently than he must be, and that their responses are for themselves and not me. Since they don't help me at all, and let them off the hook of caring about my problems as easily as possible.
I usually take stock of my life and try to cull out responsibilities and pressures that aren't required for survival - giving me less sources of problems and more bandwidth to deal with the remaining ones.
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