why is it that quite a lot of people think i'm rich? truth is... i'm not. how i wish i was! really... friends have been ranting about my shopping thingy for the past months. it's not as if i was buying like weekly for ages. that has only happened recently since i've no more decent clothes to wear. (i'm working people!!!) T_T besides, i just thought of rewarding myself for the effort in working that i've had for the past months. that's aside from the fact that i'm overcompensating for (what i think) i didn't have when still a student. i'm not like those people who've been shopping chucks, nike or havaianas since toddlerhood! lol. i mean, i've wanted these before but circumstances really wouldn't allow me. hmm... -.-
ok... here's the real score: i'm living in this humble boarding house near ust (p. noval side), i have rents and bills charged to my name, and i have people at home (err... & that somebody in the family) who erroneously think i have lots of funds to spare! god they're damn wrong! not that i don't want to share. but talk about demanding?! that's a huge offense for me. sharing should be voluntary, right? (oh now, i'm ranting... err...) needless to say, living in the metro is in a way difficult. food & transportation expenses kill you oftentimes. it sounds funny but it's true! *sigh...
there... *i just thought of blogging about this since i received a text message from somebody again for the nth time! and it made me unhappy as usual. T_T err...
