looking forward to the sun

I never in a million years ever thought that you’d still be there despite moments of crashing down and crappy misfortunes.

You always stood by me through tough times.

Remember when you told me that if anything went wrong with Plan A, I’d always have you as B. Uhm… Thought you were just bluffing. How could you say that! Someone like you deserves someone more than me! You are to me a sweet reverie that only visits my head once in a while. Lollerz.

Yet time and time and again, you proved to be my pillar of strength - unwavering - making its way in every heartache and drama this past year of my life has given me. Never mused that Plan B’s could be so staunch! J

I thank God for you.

I won’t demand that you’d stay. That would be repulsive and selfish of me. Let’s just see what happens. But as always, thank you for brightening up my sky every time clouds of desperation shatters it… for guiding me through interminable tunnels of darkness… for shielding me from gushy cascade of rain... and for always giving your time every moment life throws colossal exploits at me.  

Thank you so much!

You are my sun! You are my summer! 

* I’m so looking forward to this summer. Can we do it again? J

good luck on that!

This blog has been stagnant for the past months – months, which I thought, were filled with celestially happy moments but turned out to be the opposite.

Anyway, I never learn. Owel. What hurts the most was how some minute act of honesty, must’ve slipped out of someone’s head. Haaaay. Friends wouldn’t in millennia go through eras of pretension – trying to make up stories using other people’s names just to clear themselves. How inhuman! If that’s your idea of friendship, then you with hell’s consent deserve each other. J

I could not swallow and digest how you could enjoy watching other people do your dirty laundry. Gosh! And oh my goodness! How pathetic of you to master the art of treachery just to make me not go in the city we all dreamt of. Concerned or vile? Owel. “Karma” was included in the English dictionary for some reasons, which I know you will realize on your own someday. I’ll go wherever I want to go. Good luck on that! Hahaha. Btw, yeah! This is me keeping secrets, still ticking, patient to carry some nuisance bomb for your sake. Haven’t you realized that yet?

All I know is… it’s done. Over. You masochistic, malicious, insecure imbecile! Hope you’re happy with what you did! Go to freakin’ Pennsylvania and get married.  

All I know is… I have a life to live. One that’s devoted to mingle and meet new people and not to be spent with some insentient dreary laptop on my bed. Nuff said. J