life inventory

The past week had been a rollercoaster ride of emotions and has since given me chills. A good friend of mine has some serious problem at hand. This one’s got me off the hook. I’m shocked and bothered I keep on asking myself where my saturation point at being a good friend lies. I mean, I don’t even know if I am one anymore. Am I doing enough? Should I stop already? Oh gosh. Btw, just two days after that, an appalling thing happened! We were mugged! I mean, not really the proper term I guess, but some desperate parasites entered our pad. It turned out the three maggots got in around 3am while we were sleeping. They sneaked in through the terrace, climbing over the gate like some spider monkey excited to get some Yamashita-like treasure inside our humble abode. Oh please… It was a good thing though, we thought, that we were so deeply dreaming that we didn’t notice them ‘cause who knows what might have happened if we weren’t?! They might have hurt or did the worst thing to us or something! Geeez! Fuck them! Thank God that my things were safe. Packed them inside some bags the night before as compared to Chard’s which were displayed all over the room. His gadgets (laptop, ipod, and cellphone) were taken. *sigh. So yeah, thank you Lord so much! I owe you another one. This thing made me realize even more how to look at things. Material stuffs, no matter how expensive and hard-earned they are, could be taken away from you any minute. Not that I don’t know this beforehand, of course, but something of this magnitude hits you hard it appears more real! So I cleared some things off my closet. I thought of giving some items, which no longer look good on me, to my nephews. Hehe... I hope they’d be happy about it. Uhm… I’ll promise to be more generous and sharing this time around. :)

What else to post?    

Yeah… I’m starting to see the sun once more. After living under precarious shadows for some time, now I’m feeling some propitious warmth again.

* Take care of me.