the greatest fan of your life

So i finally took a stand
Goodbye to you.
Thanks though
You've opened my eyes to things that i didn't know even existed
AWAKENING as i call it
And for that you will always be special.
But i can't forever be merely watching your show
More so at the back seat
Just a dot among the multitude of people who adore you
Yet i tried my damn best hoping to be a part of it
But it seems it has enough characters already
That there is no room for even a single one anymore.
So i contented myself by being your greatest fan - whom unfortunately you didn't even bother to care about
But the longer it gets, the more hurt it brings
The more it kills me.
Still, i'd like to thank you for even the smallest things you've brought me - which i'm sure you're not aware of
The thrill (just to catch a mere glimpse of you), the ecstasy (just to hear a word from you)
Maybe just as how any fan would feel towards the one he adores
And maybe even LOVE
So before i go, i just would like to say a couple of things
THANK YOU. and I do LOVE YOU.