unbridled

You walked in and for a moment I stopped.
You were your usual “I don’t give a damn” self
A little quiet, ignoring the rest, snobbish – in your element, I should say.
Almost everybody got some time to talk, except for me and you.
I was ready to drop what I felt that instance,
But you turned around and asked: “£%^&*&(*%*()*^%^?”

And there i replied with giggles inside.
That was merely a quarter of a minute, yet it stayed with me this long.

Now that this whole time had passed,
I still haven’t told you I’ve come to love you thiiiiis much!
But things are holding me back…
You’re always making me feel unimportant
I’ve been doing these little things to make you notice that there is a “me”
But all my efforts go nowhere.
Why?
Are you with him already?
There is never a day that I don’t hear his name from you.
I must admit it bugs me. But what can I do?
You two have been inseparable.
What you have are years, while ours is something that only lives in my fairy tale.
Surely, I would agree you look good together – more than us.
You even mentioned once that you wouldn’t move on without him.

Now that the moment has come to set you beyond the horizon,
Please, at least, listen to these simple thoughts…

“I love you so much that it kills me every second you walk through my mind…
So if, for the tiniest chance, you’d want me…
I’m just here. Still hopeful. Just tell me.”