what am i doing?

how i wish i could make things easier for you
but you wouldn't let me
oh crap... this is so pathetic!

****: anu ba tlga habol mu saken?
me: uhm... i think i like you...
****: aww... walang kagusto-gusto saken.
me: akala mu lang yun.
****: sasabihin ko na ha? err... i don't see us turning into something more than what we are right now.
me: T_T *(nightmare)

ansakit. 'lam mu ba yun? haay... as if you would care.T_T
anu ba 'to. antagal na nito ah...
i know i could never be him - your j**e.
but could you at least give me a chance? *sigh.
what am i doing? crap!