i want to

there are just loads of things that i want to do right now. but i don't know where to start. actually, i seem to have a difficulty writing them down here 'cause of things that hinder me from doing so which is kinda ironic since blogs should be venues for people for their pent-up emotions (emotional upheavals at the most T_T) . i don't know if i still feel sad or empty. i'm coping. trying my best to distract myself at least from the idleness which is 90% a factor as to why i feel this way. hmm... one thing i do know is that i'm really not that depressed or as desolate as i felt weeks before. i've found solace at least in the weirdest of things. owel. life is hard and we all know that. i would never give up. after all, at 22 years old i think i've had quite a piece of adversities that life has to offer. these quotes kept me sane the past months...

• "You can't always get what you want.. but if you try sometimes... well you might just find, you get what you need ::)" --> the rolling stones
• "When you pray, ask God not to give you what you desire. Rather ask Him for what you deserve. For you may deserve more than what you desire for."
• Lord, grant me the serenity to accept things I cannot change, courage to change the things I can, and wisdom to know the difference."